stuck in my mind

I've found a used Nikon dslr for a good condition and a good price for selling..
but i dint know whether should i grab it or not,
and i have to make decision within this week,
because the dealer is outstation at this week ends.

damn..grab or just be it...
cant make a decision..FcUk..
i have to think very clearly..
i dont wan regret later...
Is it i love photograph?
is't i need it?
is't useful for me?
since i dont have a good cam i should grab it?
should or shouln't?
damn confusing.......
ARGGG....mother fxxker !!
i cant make a simple decision..
is only DEAL or NO DEAL...but i cant make a choice of that..



i asked my mum..
and my mum said izit i really like it or i need it?
and she said 玩玩罢了又何必呢?
ya,maybe she's right,
but..i like to take a sharp picture..
with the cam i have now cant do it..
and is hard to find a used dslr with the GOOD PRICE and SUPER LOW SHUTTER COUNT..
even though the dslr age 1.5 year..but is in GOOD Condition...

but maybe i should leave it...to wait for price dropping of more hi-end dslr..
but i really hope to get my own dslr..
i dont know at all...sobx...
HELP~~my fxxking brain is stuck..