moody..pressure.. because of worried..

sigh...what am i...who am i..
im lazy dump..im a a** hole..
i hate myself..
i hope i can change myself..change my laziness...
i look like orang cacat..because of lazy!! wth..
how could i change..
how to throw away my laziness...
i always think far..but most of it i cant reach there..
i know nothing is free in our life,
we have to pay for it..
my brain still not yet mature?
im a lazy person..
this is most i hate myself..
im worried about my future..
im worried on everything..
sigh..
moody...

ya right..im emo person..and lazy person.. T_T



我的路，该怎么走…… T_T